Wake in sweat again
Stuck in my head again
In my disgrace
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I hyperventilate
I'm suffocating
I don't know what to take
Looking for help somehow, somewhere
no one cares
I've given up?
好像又沒有真的放棄吧
心底好像還有一塊小小的叛逆
小小的執著 小小的倔強 氣若游絲的不服輸
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
I'm my own worst enemy
Just like before
撐著我一瘸一拐走過來的
小小的驕傲 小小的勇氣 苟延殘喘的不服輸
Paranoia's all I got left
I cannot take this anymore
I need a little room to breathe
Wish I could find a way to disappear
Crawling in my skin
I've felt this way before, so insecure
逐漸變成馬車的忒修斯之船
還是忒修斯之船嗎
那又是在哪個時間點才不是忒修斯之船呢
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
give in to sad thoughts that are maddening
Do I sit here and try to stand it
or do I try to catch them red-handed
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness
or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness
If I let them go I'll be outdone
If I try to catch them I'll be outrun
想說些甚麼又不肯說些什麼
with thoughts of failure sinking in
I'm sick of feeling
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me